scud, Prague, and seeking

Is it any surprise that the only cousin ive ever kept in touch with is male and matches philipoussis. The wonk I now hear left bombay some time back and has lodged in prague working on 7 films of some dubious kind, maybe porn. We'd agreed some time back we'd link thereabouts very soon, pub crawl, and castrate any racial slur-hurlers. Wondering if Ive the time for any of this galivanting though. Staying put and breathing is hard enough and my baby Bangalore needs me - o yes she does. Sorry, i'm only kidding myself, with every passing day i feel less and less belonged. Every idiot here speaks atleast 4 languages and here i am struggling with just one, connecting with none of the since10yrs neighbors who generate gossip, babies, and catfights like pee. Bangalores becoming something i know less and fear more with every day. What is the truth? and where do i find it.