Was never about natz but what does it say about a human who currently alternates b/w de Sade and douglas adams in a day. the dust in the air from all the construction and other spouts of wilful partclte mattr are ausing an allergy manifest by a twitch in my right eye. The left index toe hasnt been behaving for a month and suspect its a stress fracture to be checked out soon or i'll be limping. possibly also in the middle of a kidney infection and having panic attacks that keeps people away. So picture a bad federation. Home alone all weekend and today morning realised hadnt locked the gate, had been open all night, and no goonda seems to have walked in or done a thing. ha. at the table now, right eye twitching, draining tea through faulty kidneys, shivering a fractured foot, there are benefits to being repelling. but only by way of whats avoided and so not true gains.